Monday, November 26, 2012

Journey of the Magi - T. S. Eliot



T. S. Eliot is one of my favorite poets.  I don't know what that really says about me... he can be depressing at times.  But he is so insightful and deep.  I think I like his work because he felt life intensely and was able to translate this intensity into poetry.  
To imagine what the Magi thought is an incredible undertaking.  So little is said of them in scripture that ...well,  it started me thinking about what we do know about them.   Most Christians today would have nothing to do with "such men".  These men were star-gazers, they were men of "witchcraft" and "foretunetelling".  
And yet, they were the ones who traveled across the world to visit the Christ Child.  A very difficult journey.  They brought him extremely expensive gifts. This was a Journey of sacrifice and devotion.  I am sure every time I read this poem, I will have more concepts of what Eliot meant when he wrote this, and as of yet, I am searching for meaning in it.  The deep meaning of life and all.  I think its time to go to bed ;)

'A cold coming we had of it,
Just the worst time of the year
For a journey, and such a long journey:
The ways deep and the weather sharp,
The very dead of winter.'
And the camels galled, sorefooted, refractory,
Lying down in the melting snow.
There were times we regretted
The summer palaces on slopes, the terraces,
And the silken girls bringing sherbet.
Then the camel men cursing and grumbling
and running away, and wanting their liquor and women,
And the night-fires going out, and the lack of shelters,
And the cities hostile and the towns unfriendly
And the villages dirty and charging high prices:
A hard time we had of it.
At the end we preferred to travel all night,
Sleeping in snatches,
With the voices singing in our ears, saying
That this was all folly.

Then at dawn we came down to a temperate valley,
Wet, below the snow line, smelling of vegetation;
With a running stream and a water-mill beating the darkness,
And three trees on the low sky,
And an old white horse galloped away in the meadow.
Then we came to a tavern with vine-leaves over the lintel,
Six hands at an open door dicing for pieces of silver,
And feet kiking the empty wine-skins.
But there was no information, and so we continued
And arriving at evening, not a moment too soon
Finding the place; it was (you might say) satisfactory.

All this was a long time ago, I remember,
And I would do it again, but set down
This set down
This: were we led all that way for
Birth or Death? There was a Birth, certainly
We had evidence and no doubt. I had seen birth and death,
But had thought they were different; this Birth was
Hard and bitter agony for us, like Death, our death.
We returned to our places, these Kingdoms,
But no longer at ease here, in the old dispensation,
With an alien people clutching their gods.
I should be glad of another death.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Meanderings at a Horse Ranch

We recently spent the day at Tyson's Corner Retreat and Wellness Center.  Tyson's Corner is a beautiful, peaceful horse ranch in Lampassas, Texas. 
https://sites.google.com/site/tysonscorners/
My husband went on a soldiers retreat a couple of weeks ago,  where they went through Strong Bonds classes (Army approved relationship training)  and experienced some Equestrian Therapy.  Here is a story about a similar event in the local paper...
http://www.forthoodsentinel.com/story.php?id=6363

To be honest, my teenagers did not want to go.  It meant a day away from screens....(Oh my, how awful! Practically child abuse!) and a day with us, their PARENTS, with no escape. However, whenever you follow your intuition concerning what is good for your kids, no matter how uncomfortable at first, your kids usually benefit.  And such was the case this day.   By the end of an hour or so, they were mounted and riding, and enjoying the serenity of nature and the calm of being near horses.
Gene Tyson (a retired Army Chaplain) and his daughter Joanna run the ranch and retreat center.  Below is a photo of Joanna.  She patiently taught all three of my kids how to calm a horse, put on a saddle, mount, and ride at a walking pace.  Which is actually amazing since it was the first time the boys have ridden a horse at all.  




There are fourteen lovely, gentle horses at the ranch. They are so accustomed to being handled, that they are safe and easy to approach.   


Rose will most definitely be spending some time here in the near future.  She is a natural and loves, loves, loves horses.









Oh look, I shot a photo of Aragorn, I mean James... (otherwise known as "Chappy" around these parts).


 I have said before that Texas is more beautiful than I could have imagined.  This place is ultimate proof of that.  But it is a magical place as well.  A unicorn lives here, of course only some can see unicorns for what they are.  Most will see just a white mare below, but a special few will see her for what she truly is.  (If you have ever seen The Last Unicorn movie, you know what I mean.)
Her name is Bella...





Regardless if she is mythical or not, I fell in love with her.  Her amazing blue eyes were difficult to capture, sadly, with my lens that day.

To sum it all up, we had a fantastic day, and Rose and I look forward to spending more time with the horses.

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

The Apathy of a Generation X-er

I am so glad that the election is over.  There are SO many people who get SO worked up over such events.  And I am not sure that the process brings about the "best" in a lot of them.  I am tired of hearing the negative comments on both sides, concerning the other sides.

I have been told that I am apathetic, because I don't have faith in politics, but I am not sure I agree.  I have not lost faith in the country or mankind.  Just that we should put so much trust in the government.

During the past few days, these have been my rambling thoughts:
1.  Politicians are not usually the "best of men and women" because the people with the most humanity, compassion, integrity and goodness do not tend to choose politics as a career.  They choose to become doctors, teachers, social workers, you get the idea. Someone with those qualities don't want to control other people. Or events.  Is this judgmental of me to say?  Perhaps.  And I am sure there are exceptions to the rule.
2.  I do not want to  put a lot of faith in any government system. Governments are run by men (and women) and we all make mistakes.   Democracy is a wonderful concept, but every system has its weaknesses.
3.  One thing that I kept on reading concerning why everyone needed to vote is that our soldiers give their lives for this freedom.   Although I think it is an incredible privilege to be able to vote, I do not believe that is why soldiers give their lives or should it be.  I may be naive but I would like to believe we fight for MORE.  Things like stopping tyrants and terrorists from torturing, misusing and killing innocent people.  And to stop such terrorists and extremists from affecting our citizens and families.
4.  Someone of facebook wrote something that talked about whatever the outcome of the election is, it is not to be our main concern, if we are Christians.  Our main concern is His Kingdom, not some temporary earthly system.  And to my understanding, although the Kingdom of Heaven in the Bible is somewhat of a mystery, there are basic guidelines that we CAN understand.  Mercy, Grace, Justice, Meekness, Gentleness, Kindness, Generosity to the Poor, Compassion, Love and Hope... these are the characteristics of the Kingdom.  AND YES I DO SOUND LIKE A HIPPIE!  But, hey, its in the BIBLE.  (Matthew chapter 5)  The concept that is important is that its all in God's hands... this election, this presidency, this government...such things are of little concern when meditating about eternity.
5.  #4 does not mean that we don't get involved and take action on topics that we feel strongly about, or are plain wrong, its just that first and foremost, we trust that God is in control.  Don't stress about things you can't change.  Work hard to change society but with grace and kindness.
6.  Yes, anxiety and worry about things we can not change robs us of LIFE.  We should vote, then move on.  We should respect our leaders.  We should follow the law of the land.  We should love our neighbors AND those in power.

So, in conclusion, I am not apathetic.  I just don't think that our hope and trust should rely totally within any political system or person.  I think the President needs prayer and support.  He is in this position in an extreme time.  He must make terrible, tough and mindblowing decisions.  I certainly wouldn't want that responsibility.
So there it is... the Apathy of a Generation X-er.